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The Overview...
Well overall, i had a good day. it was a sunny day, and we
all dressed up as Kevin. We are now planning to do quite a lot of adventures.
Our next adventure is our little clique headed to an ice cream shop, where we
are going to eat a kitchen sink full of ice cream. It will be an interesting
adventure, i hope it will be a great day for all of us, and i hope we won’t be
sick to our stomachs. The classes nowadays are ok for the most part. Humanities
seem to be cool, but the teacher is the type that makes you catch up with your
sleep. Psychology is a dope class! I learned so much, but i have become so lazy
with my studying, and i feel so bad for it. English, my worse subject, but i
like it, the reading anyway, it is a great read and very good topics; i wished
i was a better writer than i am now. I wish i am able to paint a picture in my
writing, to lay an image so that everyone can re-live this moment in time, but
i guess i need to work on it.
Man, my gf, i love her, but she triggers a lot of my anger,
they are short bursts of anger, but anger none the less. i really wish that she
stop pushing those buttons that trigger my rage. We have had many quarrels, and
we seem to get over them, but i feel these out bursts of anger are hindering
our personal growth together. As of right now i am burdened, because of my anger
that still burns, that lingers and can’t be extinguished. However, i squash
theses feeling of anger, because of the truth that i care for her, and i can’t
stay too mad at her. She makes me smile, laugh, cry with joy, and calms the
restless anger. I love her, care for her dearly, and so wonderful.
The last thing on my mind is God. I know i have been having
Him constantly in my mind. I always think of Him at the end of the day. I
wonder what lies tomorrow, even though i sometimes wish i never wake up again.
I am still grateful that He protects me; i personally can’t comprehend His
purpose for me. I know He will show it to me, but i have just had to be
patient. Frankly, it depresses me knowing that i still haven’t found my
purpose, even knowing that we are working in His time. He is all powerful, all
knowing, and kind, and he lets things takes it course so that in the end, we
will grow more to Him. I need prayer, i need to keep positive, because He will reveal
Himself and all things will become clear.
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